I'm wrestling with anger today too. I'm even thinking of bringing my paper journal back out for that. I find myself kind of nursing and protecting it... When people try to tell me how everything will be fine later, I resent hearing that. I want to be angry for a while.

But...I also know that I don't want to be one of those angry people. I don't want to be one of those people who had a setback in life and let it sour the rest of their lives. Sometimes along this course I have known how to avoid that, and right this moment I'm not doing it so well.

Don't know what to say for you, just feeling like I'm there with you.

Adinva 51, S20, S18
M24 total
6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out
9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50
5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend
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Happiness is a warm puppy.