I was doing much better today at detaching. The attorney had to reschedule so we had a breif text convo to make sure we could both make it. I kept it real short and didn't mention the night before. She texted me later something and I didn't bother responding. I worked a little today and restarted my gym membership. Hoping that will help me. Then grabbed the kids from school and brought them home.
After homework I decided to run an errand w/ the kids then go to MIL house. I wanted to see how she was doing and brighten her spirits by seeing the kids.She is having some medical issues right now so she is a little down. Everything was going ok then there was a knock at the door....My W showed up!! My heart dropped. I was hoping to not have to see her for a while to help "get over" her. I was silent and my mood changed immediatly. I think maybe I said 3 words to her. After about 20 min I told the kids it was time to head out and we left.
I know I should have been all bright and cheery but this knocked the wind out of me! Man maybe I do just need a long vacation without my cell phone. This detaching thing is the hardest thing in the world to me right now...... Any help anyone??
