Glad you guys had a good weekend and things are going well for you. Keep up the good work!!!
I understand what you mean about the fear things. For the fear that she'll 'turn it off' just remember to try to have no expectations and enjoy the moments. As many have told me, forgiving is a choice and you can choose to forgive her if you really want to. I'm just passing it on because I'm struggling with that myself (both her words and her actions).
Personality is who the world sees, character is who you are