So Sat night was a bit weird. After him saying he was coming as a surprise for me or for the group, whatever, he shows up and barely acknowledges me. I smiled at him, and he just went on talking with the guys. Dinner was fine, convo was fine and normal, but then when we were all saying goodbye and standing around, he hugged people, told people he loved them, and then just walked away ahead of me to his car. He didn't hug me or tell me goodbye or anything. It was super awkward, not just for me, but for everyone else there. So I don't hear from him at all until 5pm the next night, and he sends me a text saying that he's sorry if he ruined my night and that it felt like I didn't want him there and he'll not bother me anymore. I asked him what gave him that impression and he said he didn't know but just felt that way that I didn't want him there and that's okay. I told him he barely acknowledged me and didn't say goodbye to me and just walked away. He said that I was out of range when saying goodbye and that we both just felt the same way. I told him that I waited for him and that he is the man, and I'm expecting if he wanted to say goodbye to me he would. He said point taken. So frustrating. Then he keeps putting songs up on Facebook and it's like he is talking in code to me. I wish he would just tell me something if he wants to tell me something.
M38,H39 M:16Y BD:8/12 OWDB:11/12 S:11/12-5/13 "Temp" home:6/13 OW dropped:9/13 "I love you":12/13 H ring on:2/14 Depression back:5/15 "I'm done:" 7/15 H moved out: 3/16 H moved back: 12/16 Working on us: 3/17