I would say you got it a lot more under control than I ever did. I think I expected somewhere deep inside that he would declare his undying love, quit drinking and move me back to the northeast where I wanted to go. I mean did I overtly expect it? No. But somewhere inside, I think I pinned all my hopes on that.

Your quote is a good one. There are people who live that way and are happier for it. Perhaps that is something else I need to work on.

How was your weekend with H following your "talk?" Did he have anything further to say?

I've had a bad morning. Didn't sleep well last night. Then my husband texted:

H: morning smile
me: good morning
him: I hope you have a good day
me: u too

Anyway, for no good reason, it just depressed me. My horoscope today said my lucky time of day was 2 a.m. Nothing happened. LOL. I guess it's safe to say God isn't talking to me through my FB horoscope.

And, my dear, how are you?


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11