Tried going it alone, but I need help!!

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I forgot to mention...she agreed to go to M Counseling and that day is the day that she told me that she wanted out. She said that she wanted to know from a counseler if our marriage was salvageable. We went to 3 sessions in a week and she pretty hammered me te entire time. The C brought up post pardom depression, being attracted to unavailable men, her illness, and her abuse. She wasn't having any of it. I saw the C later alone and she told me that there wasn't anything egregious on my part, but that she had nothing to give this and to let her go in hopes of her realizing my value.