Another bad nights sleep.. Had a breif texting conversation with W about final divorce paperwork. We are meeting with attorney today to discuss. I cant go into detail but her responses to me really pissed me off. I just ended it by telling her I was ticked off at her stipulations and I shouldn't have brought it up. She appologized and I didn't bother responding. Let her know what its like to be left hanging for a reponse for once.
On one hand I want to write her a good bye letter telling her thanks for discarding me like yesterdays trash and that I don't want her around doing little things for me to help ease her guilt. And the other part of me wants to write one apologizing to her for not being there for her emotionally all those years. Then my last thought is to just disapear somewhere nice and sunny for a few weeks or month to try to find myself again. Leave the cell phone at home and go. Oh if I didn't have kids this would be great!
