Well just journaling here a bit...am recouperating from sickness...and I did not like that a bit....it left me alone not able to do much but listen to my hamster brain....I am really hard on myself sometimes...it is hard for me to go with the flow and I want to be in control sometimes...it does not help that it is -11 here right now.....I am going to try and find some dance lessons to take...and some volunteer work that I can do...I am not so sure about the acting but it would be a fun thing to try...just don't know if I have it together enough to do that ....
I am a little nervous because W is back in contact with therapist friend of hers--- I don't think she is a good influence because she does not look at family as being an important focus....more important that you expeirence life to the fullest...don't let your family get in the way of that...etc...
