Thanks everyone. Things were relatively calm this morning. I was strangely calm. I don't remember ever being that calm. H kept an eye on every move I made. It was really weird. He didn't start any arguments and kept his distance. I am hoping he will be gone tonight. I believe he will because he hasn't seen OW in 5 days. She must be really chomping at the bit.
I started thinking about everything and realizing H is trying to please everyone (except me, obviously). He has to make OW happy, her family happy, his boss and co-workers happy, his family happy (those that are still speaking to him) and on top of it he has to be super dad. Plus he is absolutely miserable on top of it all! He isn't sleeping well either. I only know that because last night I couldn't sleep and I heard H up about 4 times during the night and I noticed he had the TV on all night as well. It's not like me to not sleep well. I usually sleep like a rock. But H has always been a restless sleeper. It's like his mind would never turn off and allow him to rest.
Focusing on me and my kids for the next two days. H will have "his days" again on Wed and Thurs then it's my weekend. Looking forward to it. I love the time I have with my kids.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
