I wish he would leave but that's not going to happen. He is trying to wear me down to get me to leave and honestly I don't know how much more emotional and verbal abuse I can take? It's not good for my kids to see me treated this way. It's not healthy for me to be in this environment. So do I continue to be abused? Do I leave? I have no where to go and I certainly am not going anywhere without my kids. But seriously he is pushing me out and treating me like garbage and honestly how much can anyone tolerate that?
I know I need to outlast him and outsmart him. But I keep praying for whatever I can pray for. I feel like he's trying to take my kids away from me for the ultimate punishment.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"