H did not get back until about 7:30 or so. I miss those kids so much. Of course it is still "his day" so he is putting D to bed. This really stinks. I miss snuggling with her. I don't want to have to wait until "my day" to take care of my kids. There I go again focusing on the unfairness of it all.
H has the air that he is the primary parent and that I am the one with "visitation". It just infuriates me. I know I am making it more than it is, but that's how I feel right now and I need to get it out. I know it's worse on the kids for him not to be around but right now I feel suffocated.
Sorry but that's how I feel. I am not giving up and I am not quitting, but it's been 5 days since I've been able to put my little girl to bed and its starting to get on my nerves! Lol!
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
