Finally approaching the starting line!

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7720,

I see my w 5 days a week. Always to exchange the kids, so they are brief encounters. I am always polite, sometimes I will try to start a convo, sometimes not.

I will always have hope. The difficult part is getting to the point where I could objectively say no if she wanted to R. I believe that is where I need to be, so that we would really be starting over, and learning together.

And yes you might be right, I may have to continue this through a divorce. DB has taught me that no matter what I will always continue to work on myself. So in that part of DB, I am succeeding. In the end that is the most important aspect. Change what you have the power to, and control only yourself.