So.. Still no news from H.. As each minute passes I get the sinking feeling in the bottom of my stomach that he has left me. Literally feel sick to my stomach. Now what?? Haven't heard from him in three days, not answering texts or phone calls( only texted twice with no response). I know I have to be strong, but one minute I am furious for not even to show a bit of compassion to me or his kids for not letting me know one way or another. The next I want to kick him out for all this bs.. Next minute I am scared shitless that he left me for her.
