W just asked me how I'm feeling. Been mellow the past 3 days. She questioned me and my response was that I was not thinking about her or our R, that I was focused on me and our kids and only concerned with positivity. I said I've gone through all the negative emotions already and not interested in focusing on that anymore. Only interested in positivity.

She asked me whether I thought she could trust that and my response was to give it time and see whether I'm consistent.

She wanted to know whether I was still moving out and whether I'm facing the reality of her wanting a D. My response was that I was looking for a place, but haven't found one yet. I ignored the question about D.

I think this is a good baby step for me. What do you think? Did I do ok?

Me:46 W:40
M:10 T:17
D:9 S:6
BD:12/11
ILYBINILWY:8/12
Served 2/13
I moved out 2/13
I moved back 6/13
W moved out 9/13