Well I took a chance yesterday and sent W a text ..
" Hi hope your day is as bright as your smile is. I'm just sharing here. I do still love you very much XXXXX.... Hope all is well with you. I have been a little sick for a few days now."
she replied
" i've been better. but ty. Feel Better."
that was nice for the reply, Just still wish I could be there for her.
I feel like sending a text today to say i hope she is better today. but dont want to over do things too.
I am putting on hold that one text i was told to send. There is something about it that just does not sit well with me at all. I know that some how some thing has to start happening. Yeas I have a hard time waiting but but i will..
I guess the very first goal i have is to just try to be able to talk to my W with out the fear i place on it. I want to just talk on the phone maybe coffee or dinner.
Maybe this will help everyone here know what or how to guide me.
