Thank you very much for the post asadgirl. I really appreciate you taking the time to read and reply to my situation thus far. Yesterday, my two kids, parents, brother, SIL, and nephew all went to Dallas to hang out. It felt great getting out of the house. I did fight the urge a few times to think about what my wife was doing or what she would be doing on a Saturday night. I am getting better at not worrying about what she is doing, but it is tough at first. I have still not initiated contact with her at this point, but I want to feel it out first. Our house lease ends April 30th, so I am hoping that in the next three months some changes can be made for the better between us. If not, I will have to move into a new place at that point. For now, I continue to be strong, hopeful, and continue working on my DB techniques to better myself. I love my wife more than ever, and I will not give up on our marriage.
