Yes, that is what love does (builds up / tears us down). We will see when / if she does file and how long it takes her. I wouldn't be surprised if it is sooner than later. W has seemed more motivated and what not, not to mention if she does cash in her wedding ring, she will have more than enough money for an L. That part of the reason why I'm trying to play D, get all my papers (financial) and what not in order.
Yesterday was fair if not good. Light cleaning and laundry for me and the kiddos. D12 had a sleepover at a friends, so the boys and I played video games, watched a Batman movie, and then camped out in the livingroom. I / we were comfy, get I didn't sleep so well due to mixed emotions / thoughts about the sich. Whatever comes of this whole mess, I am certain I will be a better person all around. But since we are in throws of this turmoil, we all know had bad it can be.
Trying to keep an open mind, for what I want / deserve. I did alter FB so I can go on it with little fear of seeing Ws stuff. I didn't notice that her profile is public which means it probably has been for awhile (so OM could see which means 60% may have been an exaggeration on W's behalf). Oh well. I did do a quick search for houses in the kids' school district. Only a few choices, but at least I looked. Also, I'm going to finish my application online for the job today so I can scratch that off my list. Trying to go forward, especially while everything is still uncertain. Trying to control me at least.
