Yes, it's quite normal. I did it for about a year after my divorce and then life began again and the dates became just a blip on the radar screen.
You'll get to the other side in due time. Right now, your h is still very much on your mind and yes, the dates are quite fresh in your mind as well. Time is a great healer. Don't be too hard on yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
