Well today i have a lot of anxiety and I'm not sure why. I've been thinking alot about my W and our situation. Oh the good days are good and the bad days are bad. I really need to work on shutting up and letting other people talk, my brother in law came over today and I did the majority of the talking. I should have asked him questions and let him engage. A fail for me... I'm wondering why I have to dominate conversations?? Is it a insecurity issue where I have to sound like I know more and am smart?? Is it because I do not like silence when someone else is with me?? I think both may apply, this needs more thought.


You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.