Journaling just a little. Last night went well, the kids and I had fun. The night for us ended up snuggling on the couch. All of us, including the dog. Lol.
I failed to mention yesterday that I was paying bills and checked our account. I noticed more than usual withdrawn and a hotel room. I was angry of course. Were making paycheck by paycheck and here she is spending too much. So I texted her and had me call. W said it was her nights out with her SIL. That one night they drank too much and had to get a room. W accused me of calling to start a fight. Could it have waited, probably but I did it anyways. I explained my concern, not trying to fight. I think she heard me. She did say she would pay it back the cc as she is due extra money from work. She also added that we should do the separate accrue thing. I ended the call on an "i hope you feel ok" b/c evidently all the stress of what we've been going through has caused her bladder issue to reoccur.
So I don't necessarily want a D (as if I have a say in it as I'm sure she is still 100% D), but at least I also know I deserve something better. The latter part is the more important part.
