Almost Over...

[Dewayne]

Hey guys. Wanted to update and get a few inputs.

She came by last night as she said she would. We had fun. We didn't talk or anything and I think I DB'd / 180* pretty well. She was hinting that I wasn't comfortable. I told her I felt awkward. She said "why?" and asked many times. So I told her. felt awkward because I can't show affection like holding her hand etc. She said "Well we're not to that point yet" We didn't discuss anything else and didn't go further. Her feet were in the couch touching my left leg. 2 min's after this was said, she started rubbing my leg with her foot.

Towards the end, (even end of movie) Jo wanted TV off. Mommy was suppose to have taken her home, Jo didn't want to go. Kept saying things like "Go away mommy" , "I wanna stay here with dad", and this one.. (remember we both moved from the haunted house) "I wanna go home" When we asked if she wanted to go to Marsha's (their home now) she said "NOOOO I wanna ..GO... HOME"

I can tell by my kid, what she wants is to go back to the haunt. In my truck Jo was saying "Mommy, daddy, Jordan stay together". This really... REALLY gets to me. She kept trying to get Jo to kiss her goodbye or give her a hug and she just doesn't want to. Been like this for a while now. Even on the way home after getting her from DC she said "I don't wanna go marsha's" I said "Why is that baby?" She said "I dont' like mommy. I don't want mommy"

So anyways, I told her to leave Jo here. Just before she takes off out the door, she said "Are you planning on going to the court date?" I just said "I don't know yet"

I know, I coulda pulled a better 180, but honestly, I did pretty good comparatively. I just got in a quick mood and she caught it. I wasn't mad or terribly upset, maybe I sighed when I thought of something? I just don't get her. She SWEARS her and Jerry are just friends, they're never alone and takes it upon herself to insist on it w/o me asking, I know, txtbook affair lie.

So you guys still say to go back to LC and leave her alone? Or let her keep coming by and etc and let me DB more? I'm not asking her anymore, she's been asking to come over and go to the movies etc. There are no more plans unless she brings up going to the movies next week. (we never made it because of random things coming up)