Wishing, Try to enjoy your time this weekend. I know it's difficult when the children are gone, but they'll be back before you know it.
Hopefully they will have had a nice time w/their father. I'm sure they will tell you all about it upon their return.
Enjoy your free time.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.