Sorry I've been quiet. Not the best conversationalist at the moment. At the risk of sounding condescending but hoping you understand the respect that I feel for you, I am so proud of you! It was probably hard to come to some of these realizations. I don't know how you get beyond the trust issues. Frankly, I'm not sure I would have ever gotten beyond the fact my H was with someone else. Perhaps that's a weakness in me, I don't know.
D day. Getting ready to go in a couple of hours. Sort of like having my heart cut out with a butter knife. Talk to you on the other side.