So I rediscovered the hero's spouse website. I'm pretty sure that I read it sometime last year, but reading about the reasons behind the infidelity are really hitting home. It talks about MLCers picking needy, jealous people for their EA/PA.

I'm reading this and feeling that the author is describing my sitch exactly. It's giving me the strength to stand for at least another day.

On the plus side, I found a graffiti run in early Feb that is offering a free registration for helping out the day before. That fits in my budget! And with a race coming up in three weeks, I definitely need to keep up with my gym schedule.

I'm debating trying to find some new GAL activities for this weekend or just enjoy having nothing to do since that'll be the last time I'll feel that way until the semester ends in May.

M36 XH34
M-5 T7
4/11 H confused
5/11 ILYB
6/11 OW discovered
7/11 I move out, OW over
5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file
9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3
3/13 H/OW break up
H files 4/13
D 6/18/13