Sexless marriage. H Left. Now retrouvaille in 3wks

[AM2012]

I have not joined H when he's out as e goes out after work with work people.

Tonight we went or dinner alone. This is the first night in 4 mts tat we have been alone. It was a quiet dinner. Just talked about everyday stuff.

When we got home tonight h told me that he has to be honest with me and said he can't see how this can work. There has even too much damage done to him from all my rejection over the years that he just doesn't love me anymore and doesn't think he ever can Again in an intimate way.

He felt forced to move back in and all it's doing is makng him depressed. He said he wants to leave again, but doesn't want to hurt the girls. I told him he had to do what he felt was the right thing to do.

Maybe there is too much pain in him to ever recover. I don't know. I am really starting to doubt retrouvaille and everything else. So sad.