First off it doesn't matter how old you are to start climbing. You can climb alone at most indoor gyms, although for me it is a lot more enjoyable with friends. There is also something called bouldering, where you do not use ropes. Typically it is a short series of moves, and typically no more than 12 feet high.
Secondly I am afraid of the possible negative effects of divorce on my children. I am afraid that if we get divorced I will lose my chance at reconciling.
My w doesn't think I appreciate all that she has done and continues to do for our children. I am afraid that I never be able to show her that I do. I don't know how to do that while we are seperated. I am afraid that nothing I do will earn her respect back. And I know that she will not want to r with someone she doesn't respect.
I would also like some input on something else. My BIL's cousin, who is female, recently divorced and also lost her dad has expressed interest in meeting. I have not met her, this has kind of happened through my BIL. She has expressed that she is not looking for a relationship, and neither am I. I would like to get out of my comfort zone and typical GAL activities. Basically what she has expressed as well. Why do I feel like it is something I shouldn't do?
Me 37/W 32 S 5 D 4 ILYBNILWY 5/12 Sep 8/12 Starting to find myself 11/12 on
