Still working on me

[sweetbabyred]

Due to possible rain, my skydiving has been pushed back. And not to Sunday like I'd heard, but until next week. I was getting somewhat excited about it and wanted to do it before class starts on Monday.

And that means I can't work next weekend either if I still want to do it. January is usually pretty slow in the events industry, but I really need to be working again soon.

But maybe it's a good thing that I'm doing it next week. The last two years I've spent MLK weekend with H in my old college town for his vball tournament. And jumping out of a plane (and freaking out about it in the hours before) will definitely take my mind off of that.

I think I'm ok on detaching as long as I don't see/hear anything about H. I'm friends with one of his distant cousins on FB and just happened to be online when she posted a note to his page. Man, I really hate that scrolling sidebar on their page. Still haven't looked at his page, but according to her note, he seems "to be doing good".

I'm sure he's posting all the fun stuff he's doing there and I know that so much of it can be an act because he feels guilty for what he's doing, but it just annoys me.

I had great GAL plans this weekend which got postponed and now I'm a little stressed about class starting on Monday. I'm taking 3 classes instead of my usual 2 and I'm afraid that having H file for D will mess me up this semester. I can't afford for that to happen, so I've got to figure out how not to let his actions affect me.