Being in touch with reality has me a bit down at the moment. Part is due toe telling the neighbor (our Ds are friends so she knew anyways), and that I had to talk with a personal financial person as well as a personal accountant. Just trying to "cya" and see what's what as far as the [b]D[\b]egense side of things.
Fortunately my best friend who knows all of my sich called we chatted for a few which was nice as he has a crazy work schedule and we haven't spoken in several days. It wasn't all about my sich either. Question I did ask him, one that I'm asking now, as I can't truly answer it yet. How come I'm hurting again b/c she already hurt me so much? "love makes us do crazy things" was his answer. I don't know. Maybe its just a wave.