I have gained my respect back, it was nuts to do all that. I just had a little melt down, but I have overcome that. We are basically living as boarders. He tries to make small talk with me, when the kids are home we are fine, when they leave I go to my room. I am doing my best to keep it together until my son graduates from HS. I am also facing my financial situation. This relationship is toxic to me and I am getting out. I am doing my own thing and don't even glance his way anymore. I had an awaking that night and I am finaly doing it and not just wining about my terrible life anymore! He is the one with mental problems.
M-47, H-46 M24, T29 S19, S17 OW since 2007 Fighting ever since H left 8/12 H home 11/12 still seeing OW