Yeah, I know what you meant. I guess I don't have plans beyond today. I feel like a child, but just trying to baby step my way through the day. Anyway, got my prescriptions, paid the bills, and finishing up his laundry (he really doesn't know how to turn the washer on). I'm mostly packed, but I keep remembering things here and there. I am very lucky as my family and the friends I've talked to are all kind of walking me through it. I've gotten encouraging messages through the day and I don't know, I've had a moment of peace knowing I have people who care.

Out of curiosity, CV, and I know it is not your point, but why does he want you to go back to work? These are the things that we do need to figure out a way to let go. I would go crazy too, but there's no point. It's his idea and he needs to work it out. Was he meaning for you to get a part time job?


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11