Well FY You pointed out alot that i did not think about.
I have not sent the text yet and just dont know if or when I will. You ask what my Goal is here and well I guess for now it would be to just have my W talk to me with what she wants. The hope is that we can beging to move forward together some how. But Also if im totaly honest with myself about the short term goals Well I realy dont know what i want. I just know i want to have my W back home. I Just know she hold so much anger but i can say the anger is directed at me but it is ore so she is angrey at herself for whatever reason.
You are correct that i have always been willing to well do whatever it takes to work this out. W is the one that has not shown any thing but well anger i would say. Even to her MOM..
The content of the message was mostly hers the coach. I am sure that i put a spin on it as i tried to remember what she told me to say.
I JUST DONT KNOW. i am at a loss on what to do with this if anything. I have had NC with W since 12-31-12 I did text her to say Hi and hope the day goes well but she does not reply any longer. So I have even lost the little contact i had with her.
If there is anyone here reading this that can help me come up with a text to sand to W I am open to all
