I'm exhausted! This is hard. I've never done anything this hard in my life. It's gonna be a long weekend. He's just gonna be ugly because he cant run off to OW.
Um.. yeah. You've never been married to somebody this long, trusted them so deeply, or been hurt so much and then vilified? Married to somebody who suddenly wants to get you out of your house, treat you like a monster, and bring in the next shiny object because they are not happy with their life? Sheesh. What's wrong with you, girl?
It is hard. It is tiring. It is you that holds the key to that. You can choose to stop paying such close attention. There are consequences, but you can see how tiring it will be, right?
Relax. Breathe. Step back, and see the bigger picture as much as you can.
It gets better. Giddy on some days, but that's just the relief creeping in and the sanity on the way out
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
