He's not being mean. He typically isn't. We said goodbye this morning as he has decided to leave town. I'm just trying to finish packing what's most important and I will worry about the rest later. Got prescription refills to pick up and a couple of bills to pay and then I guess that's it. H texted a few times this morning. It ended with "u matter more than u know." I don't know. The words and the actions are just so opposed. My friend told me yesterday, though, that when his W left, he asked her to go earlier than she wanted to because he was just trying to get it over with. So, I guess I will try not to take it so personally. It's just me wanting more than I already know I can't have.
I haven't thought about what I will do when I get home. Mostly I can't think beyond the next moment. My brother is real sweet and said, "you will be surrounded by people who adore you." That was nice.
