KD, yes I am giving up on my H, giving up on my M. H's continual lying and actions since he left have helped me make up my mind.
I do blame H in the way that, he didn't try IMO. He gave in, he left. Yes I played a part in the demise of my marriage. I acknowledge and accept that. Ultimately, it was his decision. He choose not not accept my attempts at communication. He choose to keep me in the dark and then leave.
A spade is a spade. He left me, he ended our marriage. Yes, I could choose to live in limbo for the next however many years.
So me saying that, means I now have four fingers pointing at me?
M: 29, H: 31 D: 9 S: 8 T: 13 Y M: 9 Y ILYBIDKIILWY 12/09/2012 ~~~~ Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles. ~~~ it Emptys today of its strengths
