i'm finding that i have a big trust issue with H. i feel like i will always have the BD in the back of my mind and the thought that he will leave again. i'm not really afraid of not being married to him but it just seems like we didn't have a real marriage if he could "bail" on it.
he could do it again?
does anyone else feel that way? it really makes me not feel like being completely vulnerable.
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing
