I'm sorry it's taking awhile to respond, CV. Just sitting and thinking. Panic attacks again. I sooooo love those. Had an argument with my H a little while ago. I leave here on Saturday. He's trying to convince me to leave tomorrow. Sounds real broken up, huh?

That response made me cry. I get it. My life for the last 2 1/2 years hasn't been fun. I have trouble sleeping a lot. I try to visualize something to dream about. What do you dream about now? What do you hope for now the most?

I soooo get quiet disappointment. My disappointment just got louder but I lived like that and I know exactly what you mean. I want to ask you about the cpap thing again. When you left the bedroom, what did he say?


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11