Finally approaching the starting line!

[eyesopen]

Okay, I screwed up, I am past it. Did it, can't change it.

Wondering why a big part of me believes she need to be divorced from me in order to find her happiness, but when she brings it up, I have the hardest time not reacting? It really is the only thing she talk about that I can't keep my mouth shut.

As far as her saying that I still don't appreciate her, it was a learning experience. I really must learn how to express my appreciation to everyone in my life.

I have to stay positive always, no one will bring me down.

And I have to let her go!