The only problem I have right now in this moment 25 is not knowing if my W read the threads or not. Since it seems unwise to simply ask her if she read them, there's nothing you can do. So you must let it go. Otherwise you're engaging in totally unproductive behavior which is self inflicted. This is a pattern of yours and you CAN break it.
Don't let the label "ACOA" excuse or prolong behavior you know must change.
You are not a victim. When you were a child, perhaps you were. But you are not a child now. So you are not a victim. YOU are in charge of what happens in your life now.
That is why I called my support rep and why I meditated in a conference room a little while ago.
so, problem solved, right? I mean, you let go of what you cannot control. It may not be easy but it's simple. That's what you HAVE to do...seriously.
Otherwise your life is controlled by events NOT in your control, which is slavery.
(Self inflicted, I might add. How healthy is that?)
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