We will get by...

[wishing, hoping]

I wish I could take a bubble bath with some wine. LOL! But I am at work so I will do that tonight after S's band concert.

I just had a counseling meeting and my counselor said he is impressed with how I am handling it. Now don't be thinking I am strong as nails. I cry almost every day now. This is stressful and I don't really understand why I am going through this. I still get caught up in the "unfairness" of it all. I second guess myself all the time. I didn't make this mess yet I am cleaning it up.

I have been doing a lot of research on narcissistic behavior and personalities. I am not trying to diagnose H and "fix" him, I am trying to come up with methods for protecting myself and my kids and healing myself from this "abuse".