We will get by...

[wishing, hoping]

Boy oh boy is H mad. I don't know what he is mad about, but he's mad.

He woke up this morning and hopped in the shower. He was slamming and throwing stuff around. When he finished he smacked off the lights and went to get D ready for school. She was fussy and tired so she didn't want to get ready for school and she was argumentative. When she came out of her room she looked sad and I waved to her and H gave me a dirty look. When he took her downstairs for breakfast I gave her hugs and kisses and H snapped at me and told me she needed to eat breakfast. I said I can give my little girl hugs and kisses whenever I want. He said we need to get going. Apparently he was running late and it was all my fault.

I finished getting ready and H was rushing around trying to make breakfast for them. I gave her another kiss and hug and snuggle and again H said I wish you would stop coddling her and let her eat. I said she is eating (she was) so she is fine. Well, she needs to finish because we need to go. I helped S find his glasses and put the dog in his kennel in the basement. S looked really sad too. I went back upstairs and H was still stomping around and trying to rush D. I came by D to give her another kiss on the head and H stops and says how much perfume did you put on this morning. I can taste it! I almost LOL'd because I never wear perfume but decided to this morning. I said I put one small spray on. He said well, it's obnoxious. So much for kind and considerate. I said I'm sorry you feel that way and lilted off. It's funny because H BATHES in his cologne and I hardly ever wear it.

He tried to rush D out the door, but I said she is giving mommy and hug and kiss before she goes. He was mad because he was running late, but that isn't my problem. I was talking to S before he went out to the car and he told me he was upset with Dad because dad just flipped on the light to his room and said "get up" and walked out. No good morning, no hi son, nothing. I said I was sorry he had that experience but on "dad's days" I can't interfere so he needs to talk to his father about it.

H also never cleaned up his mess from dinner last night so dirty pans and food were left out all night. I could have cleaned up, I guess, but I didn't feel like it. I was tired. So he was angry this morning that there was a mess and I didn't take care of it. So hire a maid.

S has a band concert tonight and H's sister (who he is on the outs with) is coming down to watch it. This is gonna get interesting.