Quick update: she continues to be nice to me which is really getting to me. Is that wierd to say? Part of me wishes that she would not be nice to me. Maybe that would make it easier for me to distance myself from her. I find my feelings running from sadness, despair and sometimes hope, to now having feelings of resentment toward her. I don't like this because it seems like that will just make it harder to get through this and stay together ( even if that is possible).
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.