Your emotions regarding this decision to see mil are so familiar to me. Also you criticized yourself for "stewing" over this decision. Think you are being too hard on yourself.

Alanon had taught me that very few decisions need to be made immediately.bin fact it is a good habit to always say let me check my calendar even if you know you are available.

It seems like you came up with an appropriate answer of what you needed to say and to whom it just took longer then you thought to get to the answer.

You are on the right path and it is not the easy one


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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13