I hope some of my old friends will see this and reply. It will soon be a year since XW moved out and six months since the divorce was final. I continue with therapy and meds. I wonder some days if its working. I met a woman at the lake the end of August. She is everything that my wife was not. She is also divorced. Her husband cheated on her many times. She lives two hundred miles away which makes it alittle hard. When Im with her things are good. I can be happy. Its all the time I spend alone that is the most difficult. I guess the reason that Im posting is that last night I found out that my XW and my former best friend had a date Saturday night. They have both been lying about theyre relationship for years. I am very hurt and angry. I still have feelings for my X and I dont know why. I want to confront her. Why couldnt she just have been honest about all of this all along? I never had closure.How can someone who supposedly loved me for all those years be so heartless and why cant I shake her out of my thoughs?
