Why does it feel like now that his parents: sister and our kids know that I am back to square one. Or that, while he has told me and his D that the OW is not an issue, that I am back to square one.. I am the one dealing with thier anger, frustrations, depression, and sympathy from his parents. With no one to talk to. Feeling like I can't trust him or that I no longer believe him-- back to square one. Thought about one last email.. But haven't yet
