Not sure what to think, brain is confused and muddled. Wish I could sell up and move else wear. But know that would take time. Just wish i could believe or trust him. But I don't. Wish he would see reason or even a counclor but doesn't think he needs it. Starting to think that serving him with Seperation papers might wake him up, not even sure about that. We spoke briefly tonight, he finally told one of his friends what had been going on.. Sort of. Told him it was nice for him to have someone to talk to. He said you have my parents and Randi D.. And I said no.. Won't drag them into this. Too much damage already. He said another friend- V .. Said nope.. Not fair on her.. What about M? Said nope.. Already know how she thinks about affairs. So in reality, I have no one. He was quiet.. He tells me he isn't going, but wish I could have someone to talk to. Everything I do, fails.. Can a relationship survive if there is no trust? In his mind he isn't leaving me.. But still think there is contact. Am starting the 180 but can we make it if in his mind there is no issue yet in mine thier is?
