Hey, Andrew! Have a chance to check in for a bit. Talking with Jody always helps. However, keep thinking about what you want and the possibilities. I think that when I talk to Jody, she will say she still sees hope for me and my H (after the D is final.) However, do I want to hang on to this hope and be "plan B?" No. So I will tell her this and see what she says.
Keep up the exercise, your great performance at work, and your thoughtful and loving behavior toward the kids!
