Portia, The people who work for hospice are very good. They are kind and caring people and your parent will have very good care.
Please take care of yourself. You are most likely operating on "fumes" these days and don't have enough energy to get the old zip in your step. Please try to eat, drink plenty of fluids and get some much needed rest. Your immune system needs these things or you will come down w/a cold, virus or heavens forbid the flu.
Take care of youself. I'm keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.