wishing, You shine w/your kids as well as when you are solo. You have been doing a fantastic job w/your situation. Don't allow this crazymaking bs get you down.
I had to nod my head "yes" when I read your posting about how you raise the bar and he tries to jump over it. In his mind, he is competing w/you. Mlcers will compete on some level, but he doesn't realize you aren't into the competition, but doing what you would normally do as a mom to your children.
It's time that you start taking care of yourself and doing something special on those days your h is in charge.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
