Yes, in some ways he is a better parent now that he ever was. I don't expect it to last. Most of it is him trying to keep up with me. Like you said, I keep raising the bar and he keeps trying to jump over it.
But like I said I am tired of obsessing over what he does and doesn't do. When it comes down to brass tacks, OW and her kids are higher priority than our kids. He has proven that time and time again. If he wants to be with them, so be it. He is stringing our kids along because they never know if or when dad will be home.
I keep telling myself things could be worse. But I have been down lately. Waiting for the sun to shine. It seems it only shines when I am with my kids.
AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012 Two kids, one dog D Final 6/18/14 J marries OW 1/24/15 "No matter where you go, there you are"
