Almost Over...

[Dewayne]

I plan to after today. We already basically have plans and I hate being the one to break them, but still thought about it.

I may go to the WIC appointment and tell her after that, that I changed my mind and don't want to go see the movie with her. I really don't care either way. Just trying to figure out best move for me at this point. Don't want to be a dooshcanoe or mean, I don't want to retract any progress I've made on not being mean, ya know.

I woke up this morning from a dream about her and OM. Disgusted me this time. Didn't wake up sad. Didn't wake up pissed. Just... disgusted.

Did a hard workout yesterday. Boy I miss my exercise equipment. Lost it all at the haunt (She didn't pay rent and they foreclosed and I lost everything)

Lost 3 more pounds for a total of 33lbs. Was 260 when this started and now 226.7 with clothes n no shoes. Face already looks skinnier. Can't wait to shed more and get new clothes, get a job and start going out.